super luigi

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 16:31:47 GMT

YEH I MOVED AGAIN
sorry kiddos

nofirstdance
add me
:D

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 12:57:39 GMT

i want to buy this knit striped dress from asos for $29
but my mom will yell at me again.

what's with me and buying knits!

and Omg,ai otsuka is love!
frienger is such a happy song :D :D :D

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 16:36:13 GMT

why did livejournal choose a goat to be their mascot? it doesn't even speak proper english.

my brother went over to his friend's for the night
)=
so i'll be watching the united match alone
it's good friday already, and i'm going to church with mom later in the day, like 5pm
i wanted to go check my bass and jayne's drumming lessons together with her before that
but mom texted to persuade me to go so i just said okay
and now my bass school closes at 7pm, my church ends at 6pm, & i was supposed to meet jayne at half past 6, and the journey's going to be at least an hour long
it just didn't add up.
so i'm sad cos i can't hang out with her
but we're going tanning on tuesday with peilin after school
so it's all good i guess!

i had napfa test today
hohoho
i deproved, mainly.
i lost to the girl i hate most in school for shuttle run, by a mere 0.05s
IT MUST BE THE NOOB TEACHER'S REACTION TIME
>:O
i did a 53 for sit&reach, 164cm for broad jump (yeh i suck), 31 situps, 7 inclined (hahahahaha just enough for a C)
so im getting a silver at most, cos of broad jump
)=
oh well

and i can't seem to buy any bottoms online
i express interest, then go look elsewhere, then go back to gmail to check my mails, and in the end they get sold wayyy before i can confirm
HAHAHAHAHA
sorry ming, it's just three incidents in a night and i can't help but feel that God is testing me with topshop bottom temptations, especially the ones which cost 66$

okay this entry is looong

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 13:38:09 GMT

i skipped chemistry remedial to talk to priscilla and olivia today. i realised, i like talking sense to people who are equally sensible, and show maturity in their level of thinking. i demand intelligent responses in people i communicate with, and if they don't give me what i want, i'll tend to avoid them very much.

my chemistry teacher has ceased caring about my progress and i since my last failure of the electrolysis test. he will regret it.

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 05:06:25 GMT

okay, a lot of things happened.

friday: the ipod girl backed out on our deal. she said "her dad took her ipod away and is getting her a new one" and that "she won't put any hopes on getting it back" AND THAT "oh she feels so bad".

saturday: my mom slapped me twice, and we're currently having a cold war.

my life's so great.

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 14:12:55 GMT

i'm FINALLY getting my ipod U2 on friday. :D
i can say that i'm happy, besides the fact that i have absolutely nothing to do in town for one and a half hour. i'm meeting some girl i'm selling stuff to at 3, then the girl selling me the ipod at 430! )=
and i can't find anybody to have starbucks with me.. does anyone want to come with me to have a nice, cold cup of vanilla latte?

i want bingy's hollister skirt but i'm broke, and i have to pay nadia for the lacoste polo next week, plus another ralph lauren polo from yahoo auctions.

yeah i'm such an impulsive shopaholic

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 12:50:25 GMT

okay football talk.
UNITED ARE ONLY SEVEN POINTS AWAY FROM CHELSEA!!!!! OMG OMG PLEASE LET ME HAVE SOME TIME TO BE SO ABSOLUTELY, POSITIVELY THRILLED ABOUT THE FACT THAT WE MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE OF WINNING THE TITLE THIS SEASON!
next fixtures for Chelsea are vs Bolton and United, while United's got Arsenal and Chelsea. it'll be a mega showdown if Bolton stumps Chelsea and United triumphs over the Gunners. if that situation ever happens, it'll be Chelsea with 79 points, United with 75. then United will go on to win the rest of the league games, and Chelsea can just lose THREE!!!!! OMG OMG OMG

okay breathe.

okay school today was really fun! i love my table partner! he's like short-sighted and can't really see anything on the whiteboard and the projector, so he'll always be like "eh read to me" and i'll be like "eh OKAY hahahaha starts reading."
lsejuklsjflashdf he's so cute!
:D

oh angelah how's hot victor.

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 11:17:48 GMT

i rediscovered my love for PIERROT, kaggra, dir en grey.
♥
basically just japanese rock.
KAORU♥
why isn't he playing bass instead ;(

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 12:22:16 GMT

Francesc Fabregas left Spain and his junior team FC Barcelona for England, and Arsenal-- the team he is absolutely working his pretty butt off for right now, and achieving fantastic results at the same time.. at the young, young age of 16.
(that was a long sentence)
he is Tempting me to leave Singapore.

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 13:01:48 GMT

i Failed my chemistry paper
i Cried the whole period
i couldn't Stop
)=
he didn't write anything on my paper though
but he said to the class "some of you are still lagging behind, PUT IN MORE EFFORT"

i like the boys i'm sitting in class with.

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 11:21:21 GMT

IN THE END

HE DIDN'T COME TO SCHOOL!!!! HE WAS ON MC!!! WTF?!!!?!

ALL THE ANXIETY FOR FUCKING NOTHING

ARGJSLKERJKLSDFJKSDJF.

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 12:17:06 GMT

if i fail the most recent chemistry test (held last thursday, we're getting our papers back tomorrow), i'm going to jump off a building OR bang my head on the wall continuously for 99 times OR slit my wrists OR binge until i explode OR.. just, kill, myself.

or i could just simply, tear up my paper, along with all the revision exercises i did (i finished the whole ten-year series for that particular topic) and throw it into his stinky, sweaty, perspiring face.

tell me which you want me to do, i'll do it.

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 13:17:48 GMT

I. LOVE. SUZANNA.

i mean it. she's probably the only friend of mine whom i really, really love with all my heart. but i was bitchy to her for a moment or two earlier on today. )=
we went out together to marina square to have subway. she had her first sub! i'm so happy to be able to get so many friends of mine to know subway :D. she said "i finished my first sub with GREAT difficulty" and that cracked me up hahaha, her mouth is so teeny! and she loves double chocolate chips too! ahh. and we talked. about serious stuff, it makes me feel better about my own situation.
then we went for our japanese classes. on the way there i bought her her FIRST magazine (some movie mag). she wanted it cos of kate beckinsale haha! and she got me my united magazine. YESSS i love her.

but i didn't manage to get my adidas bag )=.

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 11:53:15 GMT

i'm in love with jack's mannequin's la la lie.
♥

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 16:36:15 GMT

my BABY cousin was born earlier today in the afternoon. his name is darren, and he's so incredibly cute!

i like babies, but i don't like kids who run around you all day long and tries to stress you out so much until you want to strangle them. :X

and i'm getting my new schoolbag next weekend!!!! IM FUCKING HAPPY WOOHOO

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 13:57:08 GMT

hello, i have a chemistry test tomorrow which is very important to me, as it determines whether my mom gets a call from the stupid chemistry teacher who's plain prejudiced towards me.

i got a zero for my quiz, and suzanna said "it's impossible unless your teacher hates you".

BUT my point is,
why am i still here?

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 10:20:37 GMT

i really need to wake up.

i nearly slept during devotion today. gah. and my mum kept trying to feed me when i said i'm not even hungry in the least bit. we (more of she, not me) bought soup with meatballs and she ate only two or three and left the rest (like 6-7 meatballs, think of the calories!!) all to me. i said i wasn't hungry but she wouldn't listen. i know she's just trying to make me feel full so it's easier for me to fall asleep (she hates my staying up late) but i nearly wanted to throw everything up after. why won't parents listen? )=

i admit i'm materialistic. and i'm extremely unhappy that i didn't receive any presents as of yet for my sixteenth birthday. when i watch the super sweet sixteen on mtv, i get so envious of the girls who are so much more bitchy than me (to EVERYONE, even their parents!) yet get extravagant presents like a BMW CONVERTIBLE? holy shit. the friend whom i regarded as a best friend didn't have time to even BUY the present she wanted to get me. she had to settle on giving me cash, and trying to disguise her guilt by saying "i want you to get something you really want". actually i don't mind if you buy me something i won't even use for a gift, cos i'd know that you thought of me at least and actually bothered to spend a few hours, EVEN MINUTES, to buy a small present. i turn sixteen, and i have zero presents to boast of. i only had a seemingly "enjoyable" day, and i didn't even get to do things i wanted to ON MY BIRTHDAY. i'm not sure whether it is because i've been too mean to people in the past. i'm sick of changing to please people. i know it's not enough to change FOR PEOPLE, i have to change FOR MYSELF. i tried too hard. in the end, i didn't even get them to change their perceptions of me. i just made matters worse.

i don't even think i have real friends at all. i don't want to be too clingy to only one person, that's why i try to socialise more with different types of people. but i get so annoyed when they get annoyed at me, when some things that happened aren't even my fault. i just want a really good friend whom i can be loony around, whom i can go out with and talk over a cup of coffee.

you may say that presents are not important, and that i should just learn to be content with what i have. but problem is, i really don't think people even care enough to buy me a .99 cents pen from the bookstore.

i'm sorry for the person i became
i'm sorry i took so long to change
but i know it's too late to do anything more.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 15:53:30 GMT

MY MUM BOUGHT ME A RED/WHITE STRIPED KNIT TUNIC FROM ZARA TODAY AND ANOTHER GREY SKULL TEE! three cheers for nice, hardworking mothers who are willing to pay your shopping!

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 15:23:08 GMT

i actually liked my birth-DAY this year. not bad. is it meant to be a good start to my sixteenth year as a homo sapien or what?

went to town with jayne and aubrey. I HATE WEARING HEELS AND HAVING BIG KING KONG FEET. my toes were aching so much, but i still love my yellow patented heels. i'm prolly going to sell it soon cos i can't imagine myself having to go through all that pain again.

we trekked from orchard mrt where i sold my birks to a girl ($45 richer!) to centrepoint's pizza hut to have lunch/dinner(?) and we feasted like we hadn't eaten for centuries. we had a family feast AND another hut's platter. YUM! each of us had to pay $18.04 though, haha

then we went to heeren where they bugged me to take neoprints. i was feeling fat so i really didnt want to, but they FORCED me to, what evil tweeps. i love the shots where i covered my face with the new paper i bought earlier on, but they refused to choose the one with the 'saha deserves to play' article )= it was my favourite team!!!!!!!!!

but here you can see that gerrard got owned by henry, WHAOOO

after that i wanted to go home so badly cos my mum was waiting for me at the bus stop, and it was getting really late, like 9-10pm already, and i was so afraid that she might get into some trouble. i cried on the train and got some more stares. (i got a lot throughout the day cos i was wearing a shirt which says what the duck?, yeah) i felt really down. but when yangyan, shita, chienying & kangde sent their birthday messages (albeit the lateness), it was all good and i felt a lot better after aubrey and jayne tried to cheer me up.

i liked today. i want everything to happen again except the feasting, the painful heels, and the scary thought of my mum waiting for me alone at the dark, scary bus stop. SHUDDER )=